A Year

This morning I should be working on a difficult section of my novel, but after yesterday, I can’t work on the fictional difficulties of Paris in 1925. Instead, I’m drawn back into the past by an odor in the bathroom of the Swedish Cancer Center. The dates December 21, and June 21 will continue to be … More A Year

The Bends

When will it officially be over? July 7th? That is the day scheduled for Dylan’s full-body CT scan. Or, is it over now? With most illnesses it’s easy: You get sick, you get better, it is over, but cancer lurks in the dark. The past two weeks have been strange. I have returned to work, … More The Bends

The Last Laps

I am sitting and writing in the chair I was in when I started this journey with Dylan. We are back in the room where we started, 1266, and Dylan’s final round of chemo has begun. If everything goes as planned, we will leave room 1266 and Swedish Hospital on Saturday and never return to … More The Last Laps

Good Days

Everything I knew about cancer I learned from movies. Brian’s Song was probably the first “cancer” movie I ever watched and it confused me. (If you have not seen Brian’s Song it is about a professional football player who is diagnosed with cancer. Spoiler alert: James Caen dies. Billy D. Williams gives the first locker-room … More Good Days

Three of Four

Yesterday, I packed a “bug out bag,” loaded Dylan into the car and made the 80 mile trip to Seattle. We were heading in to get a blood draw, look at numbers, and find out when we would start his last round of chemo. The “bug out bag” was along because sometimes these doctor’s appointments … More Three of Four

The Money End of Things (1,031 words that might kill your will to live)

Dylan’s treatment has lasted over 60 days now, I know this not because I have tracked all of this on a calendar, but because we have had our first phone call from someone wanting their money for services rendered. If you haven’t been through a hospital stay in the US, or live in a country … More The Money End of Things (1,031 words that might kill your will to live)